my heartbeat stop suddenly

terasa susah hati pulak tiba tiba.kenapa eh?hidup ni sometimes senang and sometimes susah.takde satu word pun yang boleh describe the definition of life.it is bcoz people live with different ways.so,no specific word to describe what is the meaning of life.

what the heck am i crapping about here =_=' no no.im talking about me actually.i knew when i did something wrong,people gonna say 'nobody is perfect'.but what if i did the same mistake continuosly?anyone? people hurts me when they think they're not.seriously :)

it is one of my dreams to create and have another NEW personality just to make those shames away.SHAMES yes.shames bcoz people making fun of me,talking bad about me and much more. my heart has too many plaster as i getting older ..